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still don't
01:58
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making up reasons to go home because i'd rather be a boy. i found out that we all die and i wouldn't sleep for a week, i still don't. someday ill mess with their heads, the ones who think i'm me.
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imissu
00:56
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iwant2die in space
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warm in my bed
01:27
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whats the point in learning new things. ill sleep, i dont know.. ill toss around to pinkerton and think; if god was real, id be happy with myself. but i have no fun. whats the point
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f***
01:04
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i know you wouldnt care but i made this world for you. i dont want to eat anymore.
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summrsong(deeemo)
02:36
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hidden away in my bed for ninety days. you would go outside, but im ashamed. in this room i exist for no one. i can't wait to go away.
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17
00:37
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theres a ghost in my shadow and it knows where u are. dead but watching myself
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iknoow:(
00:56
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under the stairs and in my head, i hate myself for what we did.i know im wrong, i know. my fault, i know.
it takes a while to unsee you.
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it's raining!
01:06
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its raining at my house and you cant see it. i just wanna see u and get doused. then we can watch a scary movie and i can be a bitch. the rain wont let us out.
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test song
00:45
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i found a place where i can be alone, no one can come in!
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❤bug❤
01:22
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ive got your hands stuck in my head, but my time is soon, i hope you know. my friends dont like me. i dont like friends, they can ffuck off so itd hurt less.
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:^)
00:43
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$$$october$$$
01:58
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I dream of car wrecks and being buried in a pumpkin patch,
the smell of crayons and wax-paper leaves. An itchy feeling on my neck from the yellow grass. This isn't me, to come home crying in a scary mask.
I wish that I had friends like you when I was little too because all I did was watch my frootloops turn the milk all blue.
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hale satin ✂
00:50
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im not afraid of ghosts anymore, i met them last night and they took me away. under my bed there's a friend pulling my arms around. something leaves my head and they take my away.
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skating with my friends
00:59
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*teens whooping and hollering*
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blot
02:27
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im still a kid changing my mind again, im 17 whats the world to me? is it wrong to be scared in my covers, whats out there isnt me. im scared of growing up, i wanna get unstuck from the life i run and live my shitty dreams of being out of peoples way. everything that ive ever said just makes everyone shake their head. i hope theres an afterlife because all i do is sit around wasting mine, that or i cry over things that i control.
its been nice knowing you, im going on to someplace new with the fourth of july on payperview so i wont go outside.
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no fun
04:10
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why do i love holding on, things will always be the same. wake up, then school, then home. you know that its no fun.
i will never get old and things will always be the same, when worms eat up my brain, ill still be fucking lame.
im not even an artist. these are here for when im dead. embarrassing myself. you know that its no fun.
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nevr♡
01:37
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i never thought that i could feel so small. im not worth love, so ill ruin myself. have fun without me, whats new? i dont matter.
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